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On Saturday 9th August…what happen ah? Hm.. ok.. morning, I was at home and woke up late since idah antar nurul ugama so m free at home until around 8.30 I have to wake up sal I need to go to sekolah c Mamat to minta the list from the class teacher so that we can buat the invitation card for this Saturday to celebrate his b’day there. When me sampai d skolah, I parked my car nearest to the class. Mcm urg besalah, me pusing2 kepala so that I will not jumpa my X students yang selalu betempiaran sana-sini since they love to go to jamban..God knows Y… Sekali wen the line is clear, I walked to the class and since they are having their class, I just lambai the teacher and she asked me to come in. when I entered the class, the students stand up and bagi salam.. waaa… terkenang saya kembali tym saya TP… hehe. Kerinduan melanda diri… hehe.. fuh! Suddenly I miss Arash… who loved to hug me from behind. I miss affizah… who loved to bagi soalan yang tidak munasabah. I miss this 1 cute boy… the 1 that draw me a boy and a girl kawin… he said that that girl is me so i asked siapa d guy… he said it was him! All I do is ketawa and giling kepala tah saja… I really dnt know what to think.. apa kebenda play in his mind? Hmm… entah lah. I also miss d other students… hmm.. So anyway…ckgu cMamat thought I wanted to meet cMamat but I said I wanted to meet her. So she bagi the students kaja kan d buat and den I runding her the plan for this Saturday.. any1 available? Haha…

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That morning, I was on msn with fii. Oh ya…have I told you that I saw him d gdg on Friday morning? Him and his friends baru abis main dota and on the way ke mall… anyway… you might say I am crazy but I can’t help it. (Yati… dnt be mad at me for being this stupid...pleaseeee!). Fii was buzy uruskan the bank, I think because of his car kali den I was buzy with Mamat. When me sampai d umah, we continue ‘talking’ lah and ia pun udah d umah nininya since he can’t come home sal ia nada d house key. He said that his head sakit balik.. I keep on telling to check up.. mana tau itz his eyes since he loved to play game called dota. Whatever that game is! Since we loved to imagine things.. mcm biasa… sometimes b4 we sleep, we imagine yg lawa… den when we sasak, we imagine killing dt person n stuff lah…so I ask mun he want me to picik his head… so he said yes.. so imagine th kana urut segala.. den entah semana2… I asked mun ia mau me sing a song for him and he agreed selajur. Hehe. So I gv him two options… he called up around 11+ and only for around 20 mins or ptg… unlimited time. Then he choose the 11+ sal I think he really need to sleep. So balik dari ambil nurul, I missed call him and he called lah. As he requested, I sang him lagu amy mastura which titlenya bintang bintang. To tell u the truth, I dnt even know this song, as in lirik nya lah… Since I told him earlier that I don’t know that song, he said that I know that song well and he said that I must have like that song so much after I sang that song… but little that he know, I made a research and cari lirik nya. then I sang to him mcm I know that song so much. But now… I feel relief… entah ngapa… I think I’m ready to say good bye… yet I know somehow… he’ll always be part of me… ingat saya apa siMoza cakap arah c Adit dalam ceta Inikah Cinta… Oh God~ I must be crazy huh! But I only nyanyi 2 verse saja… that is;

Bintang-bintang berkerdipan,
Hanya satu mengusik pandang,
Hanya satu antara seribu pilihanku.

Berkerdipan menghiasi,
Hanya satu bintang di hati,
Hanya dikau dalam seribu yang telah menawanku.

(mun salah lirik… diam2 saja ah)… But that tym I really wish I can sing other song. I got 2 songs in mind, that is lagu andai or another song tu… know lagu andai or not??? Cani bunyinya…

Andaikan diizinkan, Ku undur waktu,
Akanku susun langkah, Akanku corak warna,
Tiada kelam

Namun apa daya,
Andai ada pilihan, Ku ulang detik,
Akan ku imbas saat kenangan silam,
Kan ku hurai, perasaan cinta

Kasih kembalikan, Sinar diri hidupku,
Kesempatan kedua untuk ku pendam semula,
Kebahagiaan sebuah harapan yang terlerai

Kasih rasailah, Kekesalanku,
Kan beralih arah mengejar cinta sucimu
Andai takdir mengizinkan ku mengundurkan waktu

Catu th liriknya… haha… anyway… itz over. Awu ah… D I promise u to dgr kan u my geography song kan? Hmm… nda me ingat ah plus I remember I told u that I’ll tell u abt d book I read… I’ll update if me ingat ah since the book pun alum abis as I am so addicted to sudoku now… buku ceta pun ilang bt u shud read it… lawa.. itz about living ur life.. and his words… rasa mcm banyak kan d quote ani bh… Anway, sambung my journey ah… dkt tgh ari… plan kan antar nurul skulah and antar anty lina selajur ke tambing but something came up. Lapas antar nurul, my car start to naik panasnya and ada lampong merah untuk minyak m-oil nya… since ada rasa takut plus ke-uri-an from mummy also, we went back home dulu instead slajur ke tambing since itz jam anyway. I tot selama ani bapa dh tukar the thingy.. rupanya tym balik I asked bapa and he said alum tukar lagi. Hmm… no wander lah merah masih mun stop d traffic light. Dt ptg almost at 1, bapa bawa ke Teo Trading and bali spare part nya n den antar anty lina ke tambing and back home. Around 2+++ bapa bawa ke workshop tpt selalu usai keta and tukar.. home itz ok now ganya breaknya ada bunyi2 sikit lah.. minta usin th ia gtu.

Malam… haha. Mcm panjang my ceta ani ah… mlm, lapas antar zirah tution, me, idah and mummy start our mission bli brg untuk makan2 d umah dis Friday and also untuk celebrate b’day mamat d skolah. Punyalah sangal bejalan… only god know how tiring it is… sudah d pikir2kan… brapa jam saja me d umah ah… hmm. We went to Hua Ho manggis again and know what happen? At 1st ada dis 2 guys bh meliat-liat… 1 baju sekulah… 1 g baju biru ya.. entah siapa… me pikir2 pun nda jua me tau siapa. Ukan jua my X classmate. Entah eh… den masa kan turun ke basement… ada dis 1 gal senyum2, aiiii… siapa g tu? At 1st I tot kawan eng2 who think me ani eng2.. so me senyum saja lah (senyum itu satu sedekah lah katakana).. hehe… den tym d umah bru me terclick… I think dt gal dengan us naik haji kali… hmmm… maybe lah. So we went to basement kan bali brg… tym d counter, the cashiers anoi mengumpat abt this couple ah.. since me and idah ani busybody.. we lirik2 jua mata and pasang telinga… hehe… den nampak th kmi who dey are talking about, they are talking about this couple… the guy tu big lah… mcm urg angkat barat usulnya… and d gal… subahanAllah! Banyak dosa meliat kedia ani bh. Seluarnya biru and pendek brabis. Pakai stoking hitam sampai ke paha and baju nya pun masyaAllah… tuhan saja yg tahu… p mun lawa muha nya atu… bisai jua kn d liat… ani… hmmm… sadang… I made a conclusion, they are talking about the guy… but idah tot that during ngumpat sal dt gal.. dnt know lah… entah lah.. p bida lah… den balik umah.. my mata sakit and idah suuh tidur selajur (sakit mata meliat yg nda bisai d liat kli ah?). So tukar bju tdo, cuci muka n mata den tdo selajur ah… ah… gz wat idah balikan untuk c mamat punya hari jadi… waaa…. Sampai idah sendiri kn simpan untuk dirinya.. haha.. mau tau? Ada lah secret.. tunggu sampai d day brut h I tell (tu pun mun ingat jua ah)… hehe… I think enough th dulu ah… sangal ah duduk ah.