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Hey people… life as always been busy. I’ve just finish doing 2 tst paper for the school and itz kind of tired especially choosing what to ask and the objectives u want to achieve sampai I have to alter g my English test paper because they want the students … so call “open up their mind”. Anyway.. itz over now. Tinggal sitting for it lagi which is next week. Yeay…. Soooon I can relax and no teaching… wuhuu…

Anyway.. yati… how are you? U’v been silent from us… in msn lah. We miss u so much yat… hope u ok there? Sudah settle down d sana? Got any new friends? Cuba tah aku kaya ah yat… dapat jua ku ke New Zealand dangan ko tym, cuti sekolah ani… ani gaji pun alum keluar… I keep on asking bapa and mummy for money.. at tyms malu jua ku minta saja usin… bt then dari mana tah kan dapat mun nda d minta..hmmm… lyf can be sux at times…

D… where have u been? U’ve been silent… no more at msn… how r u there? How’s everything? Better? Haven’t heard from u for a very long time… u mad at me kah…

Well… got nothing much to tell bt yat…. I know u want to miss anything… so here goes surprise surprise… u love reading about me and fii. And hai when u ask me about my love life… m really bless hai… hehehehe… So let me tell u a story about me and him dis past few weeks… first thing first… on the 13th Feb.. at last I met him face to face. Me and him alone… yeay… it was so fantastic… at first I waited for him d besteastern just how we met when we go out.. mesti besteastern jua tani krajakan… hehe… around 3, he came and my heart just stop beating when I first look at him… oh boy… I love him… hehe… so from there we talk while walking thinking what to do. So we decide to liat wayang c apek.. since jauh g d movie we just bought the tickets then we walk and talk d mall. Laughing and joking and believe it or not… for the first time in my whole life…. I can talk to a guy and not tongue tight… wow… incredible… hehe.. so when itz time we walk to the cinema and took our seat. Entah semana-mana I felt cold and I keep on rubbing my hands. He asked me a few time but I said no… nda sajuk… kononnya malu-malu kucing lah tu… hehe.. I guess he noticed cause I noticed that keep on looking at me but at times ja I look at him back. Biar tia liat puas-puas haha and kes takut… at last when he asked me again, I said yes sajuk. So he gave me his jacket for me to tapuk my tangan… wahhh… malu nya subahanAllah. Hehe… then pas liat wayang otw kan ke jamban, eng2 call and she talked to him. That was the 1st time he talked to my family. Dari muka nya mcm dupdapdupdap pulang bt all ok lah usulnya. Den pas dari jamban he dangani me ke UG bali ayam untuk d masak. Then suddenly eng2 called asking kami d mana den I told her lah kali ada tia… menyerahkan diri kan mau kenal dgn c apik a.k.a fii. Hehe… aiyo.

Nxt week nya, we had our 2nd date. Hehe… dis time we just spend our time together and nada liat wayang. First he ambil me dari hypermart and walk ke mall because me d hypermart usai jam idah. We round mall cari tapmat usai psp and survey harga. Then guess what??? He met his brother and sister in law. I guess today is my tym sal last week udah eng2 out of no where dgn kwnnya ke mall scoding jumpa kmi n interview ia. Den sudah nada we plan to go to serusop. So while walking to his car… I saw a man senyum2 keluar dari tiang basar d luar nazmi tu… x me bangang lah n fii was like giving signal to him den look at me. At first I tot his boss kaja den he said… “bapa” waaahhhh… terkejut saya mendengarnya. So salam saja lah… den he talked to fii and suruh ambil cdah (adi bungsu) balik tution and bapanya suruh bawa saya selajur ambil cdah. So bapanya jln and we continue jln ke ketanya while mengumpat sal bapanya. I guess we both noticed that bapa nya tu nampak us dari jauh dan eksen betapuk den udah we both dakat, keluar ya selajur and wala… there he is menunjukkan dirinya infront of us… hehe…

Sorang2 ingin sangat lihat him real life. eng2 saja tampat durang bertanya. So on day on the 22nd me, mummy, eng2 and idah melawat tanah d masin because cina kawan bapa dah call untuk meratakan tanah d sana so sampai sana uncle jadi, aunty suan and nisah kelurusan d sana sal durang kn bawa nisah shopping baju utk kaja. So balik dari masin, we plan kn ke lai lai untuk cari kasut idah. Otw d traffic light, I tot I saw a familiar car. I told eng2 maybe itz him so I ask eng2 to ampir kan her car to that car… baik jua traffic merah so we stop banar-banar opposite of his car and sorang2 lambai at him. hehe… I at first tapuk-tapuk p I saw him macam mencari2 so me tunjukkan muka and lambai n smile at him. aaaa….. miss him already…

So… next… when we had our second date, he was suppose to give me emah’s (kakaknya) kad jemputan kawin but he forgot. So on 23rd he for the first time came to my house to give the kad jemputan. Hehe… well… I don’t know why… bt I feel a bit relax after he came to my house… maybe because I was at first afraid his reaction to my current house until ada dt one point I told him how scared I am to actually show my house to him but all he said was i am not after your house but I want u.. ( some sort like that lah dalam bahasa melayu) heheh… I was like… ookkk… so there he is at my house for the first time…

On the 1st of march, I went to his house for the first time sal dat day is emah’s wedding day. So me, nurul and zirah ke sana. We kinda takut2 salah rumah so zirah ask me to limpasi d rumah cek muka fii ada atau nada.. So we buka mata looking for him until I saw a guy sitting dengan umbrella untuk mentrafic tpt parking. From that figure I know that instant it was him… so me lambai him and ada sorang panggil untuk park tpt dkt umah d sana. He gave me option kan park d mana and obviously I will choose tpt yang nada bukit… hehe… so dah park I called him so that ia dpt angkat d present sal dt thingy barat ah… so he angkat d hadiah… me payungkan him and nurul n zirah dengan senang hati ketawakan kami d blakang… if only I know what they are talking about. Den tym dah abis… his mother came to him and ask him if I came.. he said yes and mama suruh tunjukkan and she came forward and ask me to come inside with them.. malunya saya… hhmmm… so I said to myself… so dis is how it felt to be introduce… kinda funny but memalukan jua at the same time. So we duduk2 and as we all know mesti kana soal punya… so I just jawab apa yang kana soal. And when me bangang.. ada dt one soalan, kakanya (ian) bagi me jawapan. Hehe. baik jua ada dangan.. fii just sit bside me thru the interviewing session… bt it was ok lah... Hey yat and hai… now kamu punya wish untuk liat usulnya akan tercapai… below krg ada muka nya tym kakanya kawin ah… sorry took u guys so long to see him. I wasn’t really ready time kamu tanya sal ia… hehe…

The next day, he asked me what I will be home because mama kan bagi extra campur. So I said I will be home by 2 so itu ini…itu ini… he asked if I wanna join him for lunch… I told him minta izin pat bapa and mummy dulu. So at home I ask permission pat bapa and bapa tanya kul brapa balik. So I said before maghrib. So bapa izinkan lah.. I text him I said yes… so by 3 pas ia kaja he fetch me at home and when I first enter he looked at my face and asked me one question… tidur ahir ah?… mata tu bangkung… isshhh… atu pulang ia noticed… hehe… but I like it because it shows that he really look.. hhmm… wish he’s here right here right now… so them we went to eat arah jolibee d q-lap mall. It was peace and quiet… we walked dari atas and dangani him cari game baru untuk pc nya. Hehe… but one thing for sure… I got no idea about game but I like just being with him. hehe… gatal eh… anyway… since we still got time he asked he if I wanna go to pesta buku… me on saja as long as I can stay with him… the longer the better. There I met his best buddy and his gf and we round2 the stall. So when itz quarter to 6… we get ready untuk balik n singgah jap k stall untuk bali minuman. Panas ah pat kemnya. Otw to my house best thing happen and I will not forget it in my life time… hhehe… what happen??? Ada ler… biar lah rahsia… pokoknya I love him more and more with each passing day. I really really really miss him already and can’t wait to meet him again. Hopefully and I pray to Allah that our dreams to be together become reality. Amin. Pray for us ok?