my home...my world

hello people...hehehe.... sorry batah baru kan beupdate ah... nda lagi rajin duduk dapan laptop and online. mostly online kai mobile sambil limpang2 and baca buku ja... i guess my 'geek' part keluar balik. but i just finished memanikkan baju kurung c nurul.. itz quit ok lah... haha. angkat bakul... cani tah kraja urg tanam anggur rupanya. really bored. nanti th tym balik dari Sabah cari kaja part time anywhere. hehe... m suppose to update my blog tym i update my pic, but then popeye berkelahi and i got ia punya kakai sal i was co-incidently near him. thank God ia nda naik ke muka. nauzubillah. tahnks to my maid... if not usul2nya sampai ke muka lah tu. i took pictures of my arms and legs.. nxt tym i upload my hand part. my leg censored lah ah. oh ya... tym d emergency, d person jaga me was a male. gila kali!!! malu hantap... it seems crazy to show my paha to someone i don't know. Oh My God!!! when my luka kana cuci ada tia dis one guy tukang gather all the bins stand near me and see my luka. oh double darn! tld fii about it, he's not really that happy about it but what can i do... accept saja tia..

anyway... as u all know and since yati already know about this... i make it official that i'm no longer just waiting for fii as he's already mine. syukur alhamdulilah. after all the trouble... at last he's mine to keep but we are still in the early stage. Doa kan saja banyak2... btw... zim... too bad u can't see me tell mummy about fii because i already did. yup2...i told mummy about fii and the fact that me sudah "bekawan". haha. thank God mummy is OK with it. at least i'm not playing behind her back. it took me all the courage i have to brought up the subject to mummy and alhamdulilah mummy dapat accept it and i'm as happy as always.

oh ya~~~ D... i have told him about it and he said he's ok provided that m not alone with any guys... xcpt cuzn kot. haha. sorry late D but yati insyallah dangani saya nanti kan yati kan...? hehe... i keep on forgetting to ask him about this matter, hmm... and D, i just open my mail... lawa jua d pic.. i want to upload p nda saya berani bt D... segala fashion fancy fancy tu buleh makan ka? atau perhiasan saja. i tot at first before me buka my mail ada th d pic dengan ur muka..haha. panya gmbr mknan saja... but D... m not free maybe until arnd bila zim? 14th kali.. hehe..

yati~~~ i wanna go jln2 again not no swimming tym cuti ah... about our plan...our secret mission... mesti cancel kali yat. maybe after ia abis ja kali yat... next job... bowling or wayang ah....

al~~~ my kakak selalu cakap to me "how's my brother?" and the 'brother' part is u al... haha... dey still like u anyway. so al... apa khabar mu d sana? one thing for sure... i know u mikin vain..hehe. Al.. do drop a comment so that i can visit ur blog pulang sal i keep on forgetting ur blog add... hehe... i got a short term memory.. i remember tym d ubd one of my lecturer call me 'goldfish' because she said that i am pelupa macam goldfish... aiyaya... baru balu... i always receive nick names since primary school and the worse name i got is 'kamar' my ckgu tym di St.George bagi because of the fact my name is KAMARiah. haha... jahat jahat

apa g ah? umm..... ah... i think sometimes three weeks ago, fii showed my pic to his nenek... and guess what they said??? mengecewakan.. haha... dey said to him "berisi jua 'kawan mu ani?" i was on the fone with him and after ia gtau apa nini nya cakap, ia ketawa selajur. aiii.. den he said "bowh, ada urg inda makan ni" haha. seta'e bnr anak atu. but den when i said i won't eat pndai ia gv up. haha... i can eat as many as i want. i don't know what else to say... well, i am happy..hehe... doa kan saja ah all ok between us. but he did tell me a few nights ago, his X yg tinggalkan ia without sound dtg balik and mau ia jadi teman tapi mesra...wat the heaven is she thinking. fii tld me that he didn't want it. one night i ask him one question "bnr dapat lupakan her?" he said yes. he said to me. even if she want him back, he didn't want her because he has someone who love him... aaahhh....

idah say to me the other day, she didn't care me bekawan but please jangan dulu serious and give her time untuk siapkan rumah. idah kata urg burnei ani payah... mun sudah serious sikit dah kana suruh kawin. hehe... apada~~~ i still need to gumpul my duit for my room lah... since i have to pay for my own room. aiyaya. ah...mummy ckp arah nisah and zirah msa tu.. mummy suruh uncle buat cepat2 d rumah. mummy kata "cBeb kan kawin".. astaga... punya lah suka si zirah n nisah mendangar.. giling kepala th saja saya... haha... whatever it is... our road is still long... doa2 ja semua nya OK saja. AMIN... furthermore, fii is not ready. i know what he's thinking. he tot that if dh sudah sampai keluarga, we'r approaching marriage part. hmm... we'll see how it goes lah. pray for us alryt people. TQ.